life.

It has been quiet some time when i scribbled something here , kuch kaam ki masroofiyat , kuch waqt ki kami aur kuch shayad kuch likhne ko na hona , khair aaj jab kuch likne ko wapas socha to upar like teenon baatein ki nahi hain , ab ye nahi samjh aa rahan ki 12 may ko likne ke peeche itefaq hain ya shayad tareekh hi kuch aisi hain ki likhe bina kaam nahi chalta ( kabhi kabhi sochta hun shayad aankhon ke baad insaan ko jis cheez ki sabse jyada zaroorat hain wo likhna aana hi hain) . 12 may an important day in my life , hmmm , well i suppose it is coz it was this day that my life changed entirely and what i have become today is a lot because of this very day , life me itefaq bhi ajeeb funda hain har achchi cheez itefaq se hi hoti hain aur har kharab cheez ke peeche aapki unintentional planning hoti hain , aaj hum jo bhi hain jaise bhi uske peeche ek unintentional force hi hain

apni life ko hum do hisson me divide karte hain , pehle wo jo meri life ke sabse achche kuch mahino se pehle ka tha aur doosra wo jo un kuch mahino ke baad aaya , aur in dono part ke shujat me itna farq aa gaya hain ki shayad us shujat ko jaana ne wale agar is shujat ko jaanane walon se milke shujat ki baat kare to lagega ki do alag alag logon ki baat ho rahi hain, sach bhi hain , aur aaj ki date me ise hum apni jeet hi manate hain kyunki un kuch mahino ke baad ke baad humne ye ek conscious decisison liya tha ki ab ek nayi image ek nayi duniya aur ek naye hum , shayad apne respect me , apne emotions , apne thought process aur sabse importantly apne bare me logon ki rai kya ho ye saocha tha ab jaake kareeb kareeb usme success mili hain
log kehte hain ki abhi jo ye sab solitude achcha lag rahan hain wo aage jaake takleef dega , lekin bhai koi ye bataye ki life me aisi koi cheez nahi jo takleef na de aur waise bhi baat pachtane wali hain aur usme jab n tends to infinity hain to n+1 aur n+2 me koi farq nahi
khair shayad aaj ke liye itna kaafi hain agar kal mood hua to i will try to discuss 3 things of my life namely anger , pessimism and atheism

So till then u all have to wait and so do i .